MOTHER

When I look at you I know all will be fine.
I am the happiest when I see you smile.
You are a lady of great respect, you look
at everything with every aspect.
Unbiased, loving, selfless are just a few your traits
you can make lives and amend destroyed fates.

The world out there is harsh and rebellious
having you around is no less than a bliss.
Your scolding and loud voice makes me feel sad
but in a way I feel you got a strong voice and doing just fine. :)
How you never expect anything from me, even if
you do why is that its all about me?

How can you be so selfless in your love, so determined
to see me all fine even if you have to face the onslaughts.

Seeing you upset shakes my world,
I feel the urge to make it alright and use the right words
What you have done is way more, writing this is nothing
its just a note.

Mother I'll make you proud it is my vow.
I'll be there with you to skies and even to the grounds.

No words can express what I feel for you. Your love is
limitless there are no words for you.

Where I am in my life its all coz of you.
If you would not have been there I wouldnt have been here
enjoying this life that you gave me birth to.

Sorry for all the troubles i make you face
A brilliant human being i'll become for your love's sake

There is no one like you and can ever be
people came and went you never left me.

I can go on and on forever still
what you have done for you has no measure.
I love you mother, you are the best
makes me believe i can do whatever i wish to and
can pass any test.

You taught me to lead a life, the best you could do
I'll be the reason for your smile all through. <3

Silly me! :P

Love is not meant for me,
I don't know what it wants me to be,
Love is strange, yet so funny,
Will she ever be my honey?[:P]


I give her a gift, and she returns it back,
Said "I don't want it and please take it back".
That left me dejected and sad,
Still I love her like I never ever had.


I wonder if I love her more,
Or her hate grows more and more.
If she isn't mine, that's absolutely fine,
All I want is her to be happy all her life.


I never wanted to fall for her,
but now when I have, "Is that a crime?" go and ask her.
Sometimes your wish isn't God's will,
and even a stone seems as a hill.


I don't want her to know how much I love her,
but I want her to know, that I'm fine and can do without her.
'Coz I know she'll worry, when I'm gone,
Gone way too far, where i can mourn.


I'm not a sweet talker, nor do I know how to express,
But I know how to feel, feel to every extent.


I don't know how to write poems,
Or make sad status updates.
I don't know how to console,
but I do remember all the dates.


You'll never see me sad,
whenever you see me, i' ll always be glad.
'Coz I know she's happy to be there,
A place that we both never shared.


All I want is her to be happy,
even if she's not with me.


I wish she's ever smiling,
her eyes glowing with joy.
She always be with the one,
whom she loves and her love never dies.


I'll be happy and overjoyed,
Cry and compromise.
I wish I could apologise,
for what i've done to make her cry.


Love is not meant for me,
Don't know what it wants me to be.

Dispel the darkness.

Human emotions change from moment to moment. Primarily, emotions are influenced by the external environment. The external stimuli affect our lives to a great extent. For instance, you are very happy, everything seems perfect. The very next moment you get a test back and scoreless. All your happiness, light mood comes falling down. You feel annoyed, depressed and to a great extent dejected. You succumb to this state of life and now nothing seems perfect.
Adolescence is an age that is easily prejudiced and can be shaped in whatever manner. Either you control your own life or let it be controlled. A phase where opinions, likes, dislikes and priorities change time to time. Mood swings, tears, sleepless nights become so common. Disputes with parents, endless issues with girlfriends/boyfriends. There is no end to it.
Today’s youth wants a good GPA score, a lucrative job and a good marriage. No doubt all of these are very much the necessity of our life. Social obligations, we got tied to the moment we were born. But has ever anyone given a thought that we are humans, the purpose of our lives is to be happy and not to chase things that might or might not give us the happiness we deserve.
The center of our lives should be us. But what happens is, we tend to seek happiness from people, or materialistic things. We do not realize the happiness we seek is all inherent in us. A life state, we are not ready to realize.
We do not see the inherent potential we possess. Instead we let people close to us, our friends and family draw lines for our growth.
To add to these problems, often youth indulge themselves in doping, alcohol, weed and all sort of immoral activities. The question to be asked here is. Any of this is creating value in anyone’s life? Is it the true way to be happy?
One doesn’t need to be a rocket scientist to be happy or enjoy their lives to the fullest. “Happiness manifests itself from within and then from without.” If we ourselves aren’t happy in our own way no matter how hard we may try to make others happy it will all be in vain.
Create a self that is indomitable, that is least moved by the external environment. A state of life that isn’t affected by what people say or think. You weren’t born in this world to pay heed to what people might think or might say. To be born as a human being is a great virtue that one possesses.
Complaining, begrudging our lives will never do us any good. Blaming others for the obstacles we may encounter in our lives is an escapist attitude. Never lose sight of this fact that whatever good or bad you face in your lives is the manifestation of your inner self.
The way the people treat you, the things people say is nothing but the reflection of your own life. In simple words, if you put up a deformed image in front of a mirror it will show you a deformed image. But when you but a bright and a beautiful image the same is reflected back. We are human beings never lose sight of this fact. Respect human values, human emotions.
No one will ever remember of what you achieved professionally or in any other sphere. But what kind of a human being you are.
PROMOTE HUMANISM, HUMANISTIC VALUES. NOT COMPETITION OR BECOME A PART OF THE SENSELESS RAT RACE.

Self Construction, Begins.

Everything was normal, until the 26th September! :/ .Or perhaps I should say, everything became normal after that day. I feel relaxed at peace now. Can think in a more constructive manner, can create more value out of my life. It's funny how when you are around someone, you don't realize your own potential. Will now work more efficiently, create value out of my life. Think big, think positive. As for her, she is my past, I don't look back. Wish her to be happy and really lead a life with courage and confidence. A smile that always spread happiness, should now even be more bright. Brighter than ever. She makes the right decision in her life. And create value.

I am trying to re-build things right now. On a self construction mode. Have to believe in my own potential and make the best out of it. Love myself the most. The family utmost.

Not just successful professionally but to become a nice human being, spread happiness.

Bye for now.
PEACE.
Stay Awesome! :)

Unfinished

The pain and austerity I felt,
is no longer left.

The calm and peace I longed,
is now all my own

What she did, made me think
it is good and I was fooled

No hate what so ever,
my heart still wants her forever.

Its not what I thought would happen
now it has I feel happy and content.

Still, things I need to know,
things I need to say, unfinished

The reason I need to know,
could be whatsover no one knows.

Why it happened is a mystery
now I am free from all the misery.

I would have never let her go,
but she wanted this, how can I say a NO.

My respect for her grows,
her life fills with happiness
and it just flows.

Things unsaid,
I call it a finish.
Still she and me will be unfinished.

Live In Relationships.

In the 20th century a man and a woman were supposed to live together only after being tied in the knots of matrimony. But the youth in 21st century is wayward when it comes to relationships.
The Supreme Court’s verdict says that live-in relationship between adults i.e. living with one another without marriage is not illegal and cannot be defined as “criminal offence”. The very idea of living with someone sounds very interesting and to live without any commitment and responsibility sounds even better. But are the society and the youth itself ready to accept this fact.

For most of the people live in relationship is a vile concept that defies the sanctity of the marriage. More than 60% of the youth in India feels to have a live in relationship is wrong both morally and legally. They feel the lack of responsibility from their side and so from their partner’s side. The constant fear of separation and insecurity rules the relationship as per most of the people. The society plays an important role, more than the couple living together. The live- in relationships come under the scrutiny of the moral brigade not leaving many options with the couple living together.
On the other side, to live with someone without getting married is a marital (live-in) bliss. Youth feels that they share a “cool” relationship. The guy take cares of the grocery bills, the girl take cares for the household stuff. Their working schedules are in perfect coherence with each other. So that is another advantage. The youth really doesn’t have any qualms about living together with someone. They are adults and have taken decisions to be together with their own consent. The live-in relationship is tagged as “happily unmarried”. The only downside to this relationship is that the parents don’t know and they won’t approve of it. And the relationship is hidden from the outer world.
One can live with their live-in partner without any tensions and responsibility. They get to enjoy the company of their loved one. Over that they also are free and independent. Personally they feel that they don’t need a tag for their relationship and are happy to continue like this. Some say that they will get married, but right now they are giving this relationship a try. Their perspective is viable.
As everything has its pros and cons, so does this one. To live in a relationship without any commitment might leave to separation instantly. There is no obligation on either the girl or the guy to stay with their live- in partner. Generally there is no support from either the guy’s side or from the girl’s. The traditional families do not give an eye to this kind of a relationship. The orthodox society doesn’t approve the relationship. A lack of commitment in the real sense and a dangerous level of liberty loom over the relationship to topple it over anytime.
For most of the youngsters the live in relationship is a matter of convenience and testing the water before taking a plunge into a “stable” marriage relationship.
Despite all the controversies the verdict by the apex court has a positive impact on the youngsters. And now it is somewhat believed that there is nothing moral/immoral about live-in relationships.
The masses still agree to disagree on the issue. It is up to the person and the live-in partner to introspect and go ahead with their “blissful” relationship.
The bottom line is that India is not a fertile ground for live –in relations to grow. As long as the age old ethics prevail and hold the ground.

Just Started

Will soon write, just created the blog. Will write whenever something good strikes my mind! :P