Silly me! :P

Love is not meant for me,
I don't know what it wants me to be,
Love is strange, yet so funny,
Will she ever be my honey?[:P]


I give her a gift, and she returns it back,
Said "I don't want it and please take it back".
That left me dejected and sad,
Still I love her like I never ever had.


I wonder if I love her more,
Or her hate grows more and more.
If she isn't mine, that's absolutely fine,
All I want is her to be happy all her life.


I never wanted to fall for her,
but now when I have, "Is that a crime?" go and ask her.
Sometimes your wish isn't God's will,
and even a stone seems as a hill.


I don't want her to know how much I love her,
but I want her to know, that I'm fine and can do without her.
'Coz I know she'll worry, when I'm gone,
Gone way too far, where i can mourn.


I'm not a sweet talker, nor do I know how to express,
But I know how to feel, feel to every extent.


I don't know how to write poems,
Or make sad status updates.
I don't know how to console,
but I do remember all the dates.


You'll never see me sad,
whenever you see me, i' ll always be glad.
'Coz I know she's happy to be there,
A place that we both never shared.


All I want is her to be happy,
even if she's not with me.


I wish she's ever smiling,
her eyes glowing with joy.
She always be with the one,
whom she loves and her love never dies.


I'll be happy and overjoyed,
Cry and compromise.
I wish I could apologise,
for what i've done to make her cry.


Love is not meant for me,
Don't know what it wants me to be.

Dispel the darkness.

Human emotions change from moment to moment. Primarily, emotions are influenced by the external environment. The external stimuli affect our lives to a great extent. For instance, you are very happy, everything seems perfect. The very next moment you get a test back and scoreless. All your happiness, light mood comes falling down. You feel annoyed, depressed and to a great extent dejected. You succumb to this state of life and now nothing seems perfect.
Adolescence is an age that is easily prejudiced and can be shaped in whatever manner. Either you control your own life or let it be controlled. A phase where opinions, likes, dislikes and priorities change time to time. Mood swings, tears, sleepless nights become so common. Disputes with parents, endless issues with girlfriends/boyfriends. There is no end to it.
Today’s youth wants a good GPA score, a lucrative job and a good marriage. No doubt all of these are very much the necessity of our life. Social obligations, we got tied to the moment we were born. But has ever anyone given a thought that we are humans, the purpose of our lives is to be happy and not to chase things that might or might not give us the happiness we deserve.
The center of our lives should be us. But what happens is, we tend to seek happiness from people, or materialistic things. We do not realize the happiness we seek is all inherent in us. A life state, we are not ready to realize.
We do not see the inherent potential we possess. Instead we let people close to us, our friends and family draw lines for our growth.
To add to these problems, often youth indulge themselves in doping, alcohol, weed and all sort of immoral activities. The question to be asked here is. Any of this is creating value in anyone’s life? Is it the true way to be happy?
One doesn’t need to be a rocket scientist to be happy or enjoy their lives to the fullest. “Happiness manifests itself from within and then from without.” If we ourselves aren’t happy in our own way no matter how hard we may try to make others happy it will all be in vain.
Create a self that is indomitable, that is least moved by the external environment. A state of life that isn’t affected by what people say or think. You weren’t born in this world to pay heed to what people might think or might say. To be born as a human being is a great virtue that one possesses.
Complaining, begrudging our lives will never do us any good. Blaming others for the obstacles we may encounter in our lives is an escapist attitude. Never lose sight of this fact that whatever good or bad you face in your lives is the manifestation of your inner self.
The way the people treat you, the things people say is nothing but the reflection of your own life. In simple words, if you put up a deformed image in front of a mirror it will show you a deformed image. But when you but a bright and a beautiful image the same is reflected back. We are human beings never lose sight of this fact. Respect human values, human emotions.
No one will ever remember of what you achieved professionally or in any other sphere. But what kind of a human being you are.
PROMOTE HUMANISM, HUMANISTIC VALUES. NOT COMPETITION OR BECOME A PART OF THE SENSELESS RAT RACE.

Self Construction, Begins.

Everything was normal, until the 26th September! :/ .Or perhaps I should say, everything became normal after that day. I feel relaxed at peace now. Can think in a more constructive manner, can create more value out of my life. It's funny how when you are around someone, you don't realize your own potential. Will now work more efficiently, create value out of my life. Think big, think positive. As for her, she is my past, I don't look back. Wish her to be happy and really lead a life with courage and confidence. A smile that always spread happiness, should now even be more bright. Brighter than ever. She makes the right decision in her life. And create value.

I am trying to re-build things right now. On a self construction mode. Have to believe in my own potential and make the best out of it. Love myself the most. The family utmost.

Not just successful professionally but to become a nice human being, spread happiness.

Bye for now.
PEACE.
Stay Awesome! :)